I’m stressed out about more things than I could possibly list, but I’m learning to rely on myself for a lot of things, I’m starting to find myself again, and I’m weeding out all of the bad things in my life. I don’t want to spend my time wrapping myself up in something that left me a long time ago. I do want to spend even more time with my best friends and I do want to focus on art more. I’m not saying that I’m completely happy with how everything is going, but I’m trying my hardest to change the negative things. I used to have a really positive outlook on everything, but I lost it somewhere and all I’m focusing on lately is how to get it back. I’ll always over think everything and I can’t change that, it’s how I always have been. I can leave the things that make me upset behind though. I have so many people that love me and all I want to do is love them back.
